jinkamesuki's Journal

12:15am: jin at con
Okay I am sure most of you heard of that Jin Koki ero thing at the concert...I've been spending days to find pics of it and yeah I succeed. But be aware they are really ero.

( click at one risk )

4:05pm: Guess what, I am back though I doubt anyone realized I was gone.

First my dad moved out, then I had some difficulties with university and lots of work at the hotel.Then I wanted to change to ADSl but my wonderful provider thought he could just get on my nerves with not letting me change but taking the mone<y and then cutting my line etc... Anyways, fortunately I got back before the debut. *grin* and now I can even dl stuff^^. So apart from my dad leaving us and telling me again and again what a mistake I am, I am fine.^^ Can't wait or the Dome con tomorrow. At first I wasn't into the "Real Face" PV ( esp. cause erodancing between Tatchan and Jin somehow feels wrong to me and tatchan doesn't seem to enjoy it that much) but now I like it and I simply love the HEyx3 appearance. Plus I have to say Junno gets hotter everyday.

11:29am: OOOOOOMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGG
Okay...this is me fangirling again. Anyone against Akame don't read on anyone for them...sit down relax and better get something to scream into.


Yesterday I read on a blog that Jin had mentioned he has a silver ring that symbolizes his Kizuna with a certain person and that the commitment those two made with those rings, he'll always keep onto and that this commitment is very very important to him and I was wondering if he's talking about marriage or anything.... A few lines underneath, he said "whenever he!!!! is around I feel at ease!" He really said "he" not person or something it's a he.

Today I got the scans from that mag (TV guide btw) and you not what he said...


The interviewer asked: Would you ever confess you love to a male friend?

His anwer: A male friend becoming my lover?! Oh that has happened already!!!!



KYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

*off to screaming and fangirling*

The best part: The japanese hotel I am working in... all girls there are Akame supporters *grin* and yesterday they suddenly had purikuras of Akame and I was like "Eh, what's that?" and they said: "well..since Jin more or less fnally confessed openly, we want to show our supprt!"......*lol*

11:59am: Okay, you won't believe what happened just now.

My aunt called me pissed off telling me why I was getting married without telling her and I was like "Ey? Married? Me? Ehmm...sorry to say this, but well I don't have someone I could marry. Plus, I am still too young for that. maybe in ten years or so." But she still believes whoever told her such a crab and is pissed off. Great!

Anyways, Akame is like the best ever. I know I know, I might tend to interpret what they say wrong or something, but hello? Kame talks about his ring and that this ring gives him strength and confidence and that he knows the other believes in him and that he supports him...*cough* pinky ring *cough*

And that Akame corner is soo cool:

Like kame said when he saw Anego, he wanted to go to Mongol and Jin replied "Eh...why? Kurozawa is back here yo. *grin*" and then there was this woman who said her daughter was a big fan of Kame and she would like him to marry her ( that girl was like 5 years or something) and Jin was like :"Nope, can't have him, sorry!"

And then there was this girl who asked Kame if his hair was messy early in the morning and Kame said that yes is hair looked bad in the morning and Jin said: "No it doesn't. You are a liar."

And somewhere else Kame said that he's in love and had been for a while now and that this year he'd show it and then he added like "yeah I mean you know I like my friends and all!" LIAR!! Don't try to get out of it.

Oh and Kame didn't feel that good during Nobuta and all. He said that he was often sitting there wondering if this was what he really wanted and if this was worth it. AWWWW..he missed the others and Jin of course ( at least I want to think that's what he meant!)

5:12pm: *kyyyyyyyaaaaaaaa*

okay, heavy..I repeat heavy nosebleed ahead...

This is nothing official of course and it's just what I heard from people who went to DBs...

you all might have heard that Kame threw up and stuff like that.

Well in one of the shows this weekend...Jin was in the audience ( I wonder why that baka did that.) and well Kame was close and then Jin started smiling like crazy walked over to him, took his hand and walked back onstage...while still holding Kame's hand and smiling like a ...

*stupid grin*

Akame totally make my day nowadays...They are soo lovey-dovey.

10:11am: Last week was my first day at work at a japanese hotel where I am suppossed to teach them some German expressions necessary to talk with guests and stuff and what greeted me when I entered the staff room? Jin and Kame...no joke. they were just watching "Summary" and I couldn't help but smile.

Speaking of the faboulous duo:

In a recent mag kame talked about Anego and that he knew it was part of the script, but Jin shouldn't look at all those girls... That that was a no-go. And then Jin said that due to Anego and Nobuta and all, he wasn't able to talk to Kame or hang out with him that much recently and he misses that and he can still remember five years ago when they had soo much to discuss and all...

Oh and apparently during a recent DBs...Akame were singing "Kizuna" and then Jin looked at Kame and smiled with tears in his eyes and started crying. And according to a japanese friend of mine, in one TV mag there is a pic of Jin and kame smiling at coiuntdown con or something( sorry forget where) and Jin's comment was: "It costs us lots of tears to are where we are now."

So cute those two.

8:17pm: Be warned!
Okay..Akame ahead...but just so you know this is from various blogs in japanese and people who were at Dreamboys...

Apparently today Akame were really genki. They were flirting on stage non stop.

Like Jin said his hair looked like crap and then kame replied: "No, it doesn't. You look wonderful!" Then he suggested if Jin doesn't like he's look, he could become Kame's personal Nobuta. later on Jin had something wrong with his eye and Kame came close and "fixed" it and then Jin smiled and said "Everything fine now!"

Later on, Kame lost his kettai on stage and tried to cover it up and Jin was like "Baka" and then "You're great."

and at the minicon Jin was jumping around stage teasing Baru and Junno and screaming: "get me!" to the others and he smiled like never before and was just super happy.

3:27pm: Some time ago I read some Jin interview for new year where he was like: "Yeah and this year, I'll just do what I want no matter what other people say." Friends of mine in Japan, where all crazy wondeing if this meant some Akame thing was coming.

Last week, I read the KT article in Duet (or was it WU?) and holly shit...Kame being super happy that Jin is back, Jin being happy that he's with the rest again. Then them sort of mocking Jin for Anego and Kame defending his baby telling them to not say anything mean about Jin. Then them telling they have a pic of both of them on their kettai, koki saying that then they don't have to worry any longer and last but not least Kame's comment that they should stop worrying about that and better worry about their upcoming musical. *loves them* Oh and Jin was saying that he always gets ill this time of year and kame's "You' re not getting ill! you are not. Take precautions. But you are not getting ill. You'll stay."


( angsty fic )

1:20pm: Akame saikou
Happy New Year!!!

Okay whoever helped them to get along again...I love you to pieces for that.

Akame just rock, now they only need to become more mature.

First Jin saying Kame was hot in Nobuta and now Kame telling everyone about that special somone that makes him soo happy when he smiles back at him on stage...a certain member who he was not too fond of for a while last year....Jin!!!!! At least i want to believe he talks about Jin...I mean about whom else should he talk.

I so want to hear Jin sing "Seishun Amigo" like he said he does all the time.

Did you see the Countdown Concert?

Jin did smile again...at least in the part I saw.

Oh since i did a translation of the Myojo article anyway, I might as well post it:

( Myojo 0206 )

1:25pm: Life sucks
I didn't really want to post it up here, but if I don't I might explode.

This year was actually suppossed to be the best so far. It was suppossed to be my last year in school and so on, so thanks Dad for ruining it.

First of, me and my dad somehow never got along. I mean it wasn't from my part, it was just him who could never ever tell me he was proud of me or anything.

A few weeks ago, just when my family decided to move he said he wouldn't move with us cause he needed to have space. A week later he told us he already had a girlfriend for two years or so. I know that girl and she's like the biggest bitch ever. I met her once when I met my dad at his work and although I told her "hello" and stuff she didn't even greet back.

Then one day, while we were dining, I told my mum something and suddenly he looked at me and said: "You know, allowing your mum to give birth to you was the biggest mistake in my whole life!" I was so shocked and cried for the whole day.

Now he's telling us that shit day in day out plus he's always cutting my internet connection and stuff and that makes me so mad I could explode. I have never ever killed so many people in my dremasthan within the last few weeks.

That's it, end of whining...

1:38pm: Akame is back!!!!

Oh how I love Akame.

That music station appearance... The best..Koki and Kame...hell, that was hot.
And Jin's face when Tamori asked about "Shuuji and Akira". I swear another five minutes talk about that and Jin would have exploded and how Kame always tried to change the topic. *cute*

Oh and did you know Jin thought Kame was cool and hot during Nobuta. *lol* Okay, that was at the beginning, but still..Jin thinks Kame is hot. *dances*

And Jin's favourite song at Karaoke at the moment..."Seishuun amigo"..YEAH!!

4:11pm: Life Sucks!!!!

Damn, I really need some Akame loving to cheer me up..or any loving...and I need to finish that damn report...just one more page...maybe two and then it's done. Hope my teacher'll like it. I just needed to include Nobuta in it, but that's why I was writing about japanese television..*_*

Does anyone else get the idea Jin is slightly crazy at the moment?!? I mean those secret messages to Pi, his one and only friend? What the heck is wrong over there.

11:29pm: Jin can be soo cute.
Okay, bought my Myojo last tuesday, but due to university and stuff I only got to read it today and Jin's entry was soo cute somehow..*biased mode off*

( translation )


Well and that than inspired me to write this piece of crap.



( Title: Rivalry )

10:43pm: random shokura ideas
Okay, yesterday my friend stayed over at my house and well I kind of forced her to watch Shokura with me...
Well anyways after watching the one Kame produced and she was irritated by Jin's new hair style wondering how on earth I could like someone with such a hair style, I showed her Jin's old one from June(?)...
When we saw Kame reading out the letter to his future lover ( we all know who this is, don't we?) she started laughing like crazy pointing to the screen.
Summary of talk:

Me: "Eh?! What's wrong?"
She (trying to be serious):"Well, didn't you say the producer chooses everything for the show?"
Me: "Yeah, so what?"
She: "So he also chooses the one for the letter exchange, right?"
Me: "Yeah, I guess so. Jin said that in the special episode, why?"
She: "So how come Kame is reading to himself?"
Me: "How should I know. He has a reason for sure!"
She (laughing even harder): Oh my God, you can be so blind, no doubt why you like Bakanishi!"
Me ( looking puzzeled): Eh what?!"
She: "OMG! Tanja, don't you get the impression that Kame is reading the letter for Jin?!"
Me: "Sure, so what? They probably didn't let them read the letters to each other afraid of what could happen..."

Kame starts laughing at what he reads.

She " OMG! Maybe Jin wrote the letter and gave it to Kame to read it out. I mean look, he is all embarrassed about reading it out and he is laughing in between at what he reads! Why should he if he knows what is written?!"

Me (whacking her over the head): "You are so crazy!"

She (pouting) "I am not crazy. I have eyes!"


Okay, that's it. Just wanted to show that I am not the only baka here...and coming to think of it, she doesn't even like that pairing stuff usually...


Well, now I should try to talk my teacher into letting me change my translation text..Wish me luck!!

9:10pm: school rant
Okay first week after my huge break...

On Tuesday my first course started at about 9 am so I had to get up at about 5 to catch the train at 6.30. When I arrived I managed to get a seat more in the back so I could have a short nap. While I was just drifting off ( reminds me not to hear JE stuff in class any more), my teacher was saying something like: "Oh okay, and we'll be seeing each other three more times this semester!" I was awake at an instant, my mind going "Did he mean three extra classes or just three classes?! Better not ask and give away that you didn't really pay attention!" But the girl next to me must have seen my puzzled look, so she told me he said the whole course will be taught via internet and we'll just have to come to university about once a month maybe even less. Yeah... good way to start your day. Afterwards I was supposed to go to an english course but when I got there me and my friend, we were so not in the mood for it and since we had done that course already last year we just left.

Wednesday was like total horror. The first japanese course was held by a woman who had no clue of nothing. She didn't even know the basic online dictionaries and stuff. The last course that day was the one that nearly made me cry in class. That teacher is a japanese and he was talking so loud nobody wanted to sit in the front row and then he asked us what we were interested in and stuff ( which was okay), then he told us to write an essay on whether or not the human being is bad or good character-wise. I was sitting in front of my paper wondering what to write and he was babbling on about how we should make it proper japanese and have a structure and stuff. Okay, I would write it, if I knew how to start. Seeing that none of us had an idea on how to start he began to discuss with us. When he asked me on my opinion I told him that in my eyes people were good but maybe got bad by influences and he was shouting at me for being a naive girl and stuff. Hell, I am not naive. I just want to believe that people are good, though I know by experience that a lot of people aren't. Then he kept on asking us questions like who is the japanese prime minister. When I answered Koizumi, he started yelling at me: "How come you know that? Eh..where did you get it from?!" We were all looking at each other like "WTF is going on in that guy's head?!" Yeah, that guy is scary and the next day I had two of his classes meaning about four hours of screaming. Hope, they'll get him back to Tokyo soon!!!

Okay end of rant....



YEAH JIN WILL BE IN DREAMBOYS!!!!! I am really happy about that. Too bad I won't be in Tokyo in January. Damn!

2:57pm: OMG OMG OMG
OMG!

Okay, anyone against Akame shouldn't read on, anyone else reading this made my day.

Anyone read WU Nov.? The message board? Well I did and I swear I thought this was to good to be true, so I asked my best friend who happens to be a japanese girl who has no idea Jin and Kame or any other JE idol even exists and well she told me that she read the same thing I read, so here'S my translation of Jin's letter to Nagase:

Dear Nagase,

Thanks for your message. I was really glad about it since I don't get many chances to get to know my senpais better, but...Could you please stop hanging around with Kame? Stop it! I am getting really mad/ jealous when I see it!!!

Anyway, the soccer match was a lot of fun. Please take me out for dinner once. Oh, I am Akanishi *smile*!


I love that part about Kame, it was so easy to "misinterpret" that.

Oh and in Potato ( or was it Duet?!?) there is something where Kame said that the item he could never ever throw away was a shirt he got from Jin during their famous Okinawa trip and that it always reminded him of the fun they had....

Yeah I know the fun you two had *grin*. I mean I got that yesterday and it's sooo cute.

8:46pm: Okay, so wednesday was the last episode of Mintere...Can't say I am too sad about it. I never really liked the show. But somehow it seems Johnny or whoever initiated this show in the first place really misjudged everything. First they always said it would be a KT show then they were announced as sort of co-hosts and in the end they didn't really do much and that tiny bit got less and less over the weeks. So no wonder people didn't really realize earlier that the show was cut.
I am just wondering whether or not KT will really take part in the reformed version of it. They could need a break.

Oh yeah and having watched Kindaichi, I really wonder how people could talk of it as a sort of horror movie... Didn't really scare me. My bro even watched it with me cause he wanted to see a japanese horror movie, but as soon as he saw Kame he was like: "Eh?! Isn't that the guy from that japanese band. The slutty one...The one who is together with his band mate." I just couldn't stop laughing...
Just wondering if the rumours that Kindaichi will become a drama ( Imean like a season 3) are true and if they are I hope that this time Ueda will get an appearance too. Or did I just miss him in the movie?

1:24pm: Anyone read Kame's entry in TV guide already? Poor guys, I just hope the fans get what he is trying to say in a really polite manner. I mean I know fans in America or Europe are worse than that, but well it's still kind of scary.

On a more personal basis, I finally had a meeting with my prof to get my student teaching acknowledged. I mean it's like they force you to do it, you have to write a report about your experiences and then you go there and he asks you tons of questions as if you would be on trial. OMG, I was so nervous. He kept asking me things like: "What do you think your students thought when you did that and that? What is an appropriate mean to get that and that?" and I was sitting there thinking how the hell should I know. At the end he asked me what I wanted to do with my teacher certificate later on and if I would just be doing this for fun.
But the worst thing was that I got to the appointment five minutes too late. You know, I had to drive one and a half hour by train to my university taking DB ( the german railway) and well any German would tell you that if you are depended on DB you are lost, so I took a train that would be there over an hour before the actual meeting, but yeah it wasn't my day and there was something wrong on the track and I was late, but yeah he actually was mad at me for being five! minutes too late although I told him the reasons. I was so happy once I got out there.

5:34pm: weird things can happen
It's so funny. First of there was all this confusion about Kattun and their debut or rather not-really-debut. About which I have my own opinion and to which I'll stick to until I am proven wrong.

Second, I got a strange mail from my ex-boyfriend with whom I split up in March a few weeks ago telling me how much he missed me and stuff ( note that we broke up because he left Germany) and now I am sitting here talking with him for over two hours now and he's telling me he plans to come back and I am the best thing that has ever happened to him. Okay, honestly, I am starting to get affected by it and maybe wish he'd come back though I told myself I wouldn't... (He even started learning Japanese, cause I am so obsessed with the language.)

Well..well..let's see where this ends up.

7:28am: I feel so behind at the moment.
Last week, I finally went to my university to get my exam results, and yippieh.. I passed four out of five, though I am not sure whether the fifth one has already been marked as there are no results anywhere. But well, I am sure I failed that one.
Then on Thursday evening I decided to accompany my family to the beach and have a little vaccation. But well, now that I have returned I feel really behind.

The hardest thing was having no I-net. OMG, I never thought I would say this but I felt like a drug addict without his drugs or something. I am addicted to fanfics and well I'll spent the next hours getting me some input.

Oh and I nearly would have done a really stupid thing. I wanted to buy myself a ticket to the US to see the Nissei Parade, but the tickets were so expensive and I don't think my parents would have given me money for that. They think I am crazy anyway...

And yesterday when I returned I had two nice little packages waiting for me. One was full of J-doramas that I can't wait to see ( Thanks to Misa) and the other one was the NEWS Nippon 0304 VCD. Not sure what made me buy it, but it was fun. Really. Those backstage things were hilarious. Why can't they do such a thing with KATTUN?!? I'd like to see Maru trying to scare Jin by knocking on his door with some costume on ( like Kusano did) and then Jin screaming and quickly closing the door to hide his baby in his room ( not that Uchi did that...).

6:08pm: Life sucks!!
Okay, this is going to be a real depressed entry :

The beginng of my horror week was last saturday, when I spent hours writing that stupid report for university that was actually supposed to be a group thing, but okay.. I was willing to do it to get my credits. Then when I sent the part I had written already to my "group members", they tore it to pieces telling me it was crap. I rewrote it( yes, I am stupid!) and sent it again on Tuesday and once again they told me we!! couldn't hand that in, then they were so kind as to send me something they had written( this is meant to be ironic of course) and sorry.. but _that_ was crap. Even my brother said so. The same day my parents told me that my uncle had died on Sunday ( remember that was on Tuesday!). But yeah, I wasn't pretty sad, actually not a bit, because there have been some things going on with him when I was like five years old. Nevertheless that reminded me of that time and all I did the whole day was crying....
Oh yeah, just to make it all worse..Tuesday was my birthday!!


So yeah..Life sucks!!!

But at least I finally got holidays...

10:26am: Today has to be one of the worst in my whole f*cking life... Everything started so good when I woke up today..Just three more weeks of university and then I'd finally be free...Unfortunately this wasn't meant to be..I was sitting in the train on my way to university at about 6a.m this morning when I got a call on my mobile..My oh so beloved professor ( that stupid son of a b*tch) has decided today he'll quit university... three weeks before my exams..Is that guy crazy or what?! I mean I knew for a while that he is absolutely wayward.. I mean he started yelling at us like crazy out of the blue slammed the door and five minutes later returned like nothing had happened..He was also infamous as a molester like touching the girls' asses or talking to your breasts instead of your face, but still.. hey three weeks before my final.. I think I am going crazy now...

11:37am: Hadaka no Shonen
Okay, yesterday I got a package from a very very nice person who sent me a sort of "Best- of- Kattun"- Hadaka no Shonen episodes.
Since I had to write a report for university about my internship as a teacher, I couldn't watch it all yet, but the parts I saw...

It was so hilarious.. One of the episodes forced me to laugh so hard.. Jin, Junno and Goseki learning acrobatics... The "clothes" Jin were wearing were so...I don't even knoe hoe to explain it.. (Think most people already saw that bit at least).. Then when they were going to the public bath Junno scrubbed Jin's back the whole time and I was sort of sad that they didn't let Kame go and learn acrobatics with them and then letting him scrub Jin...*daydreaming*
Okay, but well there was the usual Bakanishi part, when they read out something he had written himself and then he looked all confused and was like "What does'...' mean?" and Kazama just shouted: "You wrote it yourself, you idiot!"

Oh and then there was the pool part where they had to jump from a spring board and Koki got scared, Ueda cried and Jin watched Kame closely... At the end he was told to jump off a ten meters and he got so scared and didn't want to jump, but as sonn as they shouted "Akajin!" (incl. Kame) he jumped...

Then he send me a copy of some "Kinpachi"- Special. Yes, I did like the series ( well series 6 and 7) even with little Ya-Ya-Yah guys wandering around.
It was the first time I saw Kame in Kinpachi actually moving..(before I had just seen pics of it) and yes I am a crybaby.. I actually starting crying just seeing those small bits of Kame getting smacked by his teacher and then the others coming to his aid.. I really have to get the series now, though 30 euro for renting is a bit expenisive, I think.


Only three more weeks til summer vaccation..YEAH!!

4:15pm: Okay, yesterday I finally got my Kaizokuban- DVD.. Actually it was intended as a birthday present for me from my parents, but well I saw the amazon- packet and they I whined until they gave it to me and since I had also ordered a book I need for my exams, they had no other choice.

I have to say, even though I have never thought it could happen I fell for Jin even more. He is just so goddamn sexy.. Especially during the encore with that wetted hair and...

Well, I loved the interview part and Jin's non- existing explanation of "Murasaki". When he said "Kareshi" I was sitting in front of the TV with an open mouth.. and then he started to say something about a girl and... a boy..but somehow he couldn't get out of it and told the others he didn't know how to explain it..People would know the meaning when they listened to the song..

I once again realized Jin isn't really a good talker in TV interviews.. Kame can talk much better... But hey, who cares as long as he looks the way he does..

8:38pm: Haven't updated in a while. Mostly because I had this really really big fight with one of my best friends and well I just didn't know what to post apart from complains about her.. Well, now I am over this so..

I saw an old episode of Shokura the other day and hell what a Bakanishi.. Even Yabu can read Kanjis better than him. And Jin's face was like priceless, he can look so angry..Wonder what Tsubasa would have hd to go through if he had been close by.. Just in case you haven't seen it, it was Jin talking about the moment he had been angry lately and he told them he had received a mail from Tsubasa and in that mail was the Kanji for "Hate", so he thought if Tsubasa hated him and what that was supposed to mean and then Yabu explain to him that the Kanji in that sentence was read differently and that made JIn mad..

Yes, and I saw Anego til episode 8 and I almost cried the moment Jin started to cry.. He was so sweet...